Today was a better day. Today I kept busy with my boys and nephews. Today I texted my husband in the morning to wish him a good day at work, and waited for a response that never came. Today I tried not thinking about my situation every minute of the day. I tried thinking of all the friends and family I have been missing since living 4500 miles away. Today I managed to smile for half the time and only cried when talking to a friend about leaving him at the airport. As I sit here, the tears come again because of the unknown.
The unknown and the uncertainty is what scares me the most. I hate all of the cliches: don't know what you have till its gone; absence makes the heart grow fonder; if you love something, let it go; blah blah blah. I just want to know what is going to happen with my marriage. Will we or won't we? I wish I knew.
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